Cassie = Vioi

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and that's about it..

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  • I wake up late this morning, after I finished getting ready I smoke a bowl. I almost forgot to take my my ADHD medication, and when I got to school I realized today was the first day of CST testing..
  • 5 minutes into the test: *Why do I have to read so fucking much*
  • 6 minutes into the test: *This isn't fair..*
  • 7 minutes into the test: *I am so tired..*
  • 8 minutes into the test: *Who the fuck cares about the peace corps?*
  • 9 minutes into the test: *FUCK. I could be playing Digimon right now!*
  • 10 minutes into the test: *I want to go home*
  • 11 minutes into the test: *Yup, I'm going to go home*
  • 12 minutes into the test: *What time is it?*
  • 13 minutes into the test: *I'm kinda horny..*
  • 14 minutes into the test: *I wonder what Koe's doing right now..*
  • 15 minutes into the test: *Maybe.. Just maybe.. I can just take a little nap..*
  • 16 minutes into the test: *My tumblr theme is so boring..*
  • 17 minutes into the test: *I HAVE CAKE AT HOME!*
  • 18 minutes into the test: *I need money..*
  • 19 minutes into the test: *My boyfriend is going to be SO MAD*
  • 20 minutes into the test: "Teacher, can I go to the nurse"
  • Get homes, medication kicks in.
  • Me: Ok, wow, fuck you too.
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Checklist


Anorexia
[x] You hate your body.
[x] You have starved yourself.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[ ]  You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be skinnier.
[x] People always say you’re skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] People think you are way too skinny.
[x] You skip at least one meal a day. 
[x] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
Total: 7/9

ADHD
[ ] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[x] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] You seem to never sit still.
[ ] You talk all the time.
[ ] You need attention 24/7.
[ ] You aren’t very shy.
Total: 3/7

Bipolar Disorder
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[ ] You barely get any or no sleep.
[x] You have very high self esteem at times.
[x] You have used or abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] You have thought of/attempted suicide
[x] You have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
Total: 6/7

Bulimia Nervosa
[ ] You’ve thrown up all your food at one time
[ ] You thrown it up even when you don’t feel sick.
[x] You have little control over how you eat.
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x] You eat fast.
[ ] You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[x] You always say you are fat.
[x] People think you are way too skinny. 
Total: 4/8

Conduct Disorder
[ ] You are a bully.
[ ] You threaten other people.
[x] You often find yourself in fights.
[x] You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] You have raped/molested someone.
[x] You destroy property on purpose
[ ] You always lie. 
[x] You’ve stayed out all night.
[x] You have/attempted to run away from home.
Total: 5/10

Depression
[x] You always, or normally, feel sad.
[x] You always, or normally, are crying.
[x] You find no hope in your future.
[x] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] You are anti-social.
[x] You have low self esteem.
[x] Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 9/9

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[x] You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] You have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] You have harmed yourself.
[x] You are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.
[ ] You have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 4/6

Schizophrenia / Anxiety
[x] You often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can’t escape.
[x] You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] You think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite/same sex
[x] You do not take care of your hygiene as much as others say you should.
[x] You are very shy.
[x] You often talk to yourself.
Total: 8/8

(Source: vioi)

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